The hours before another morning withers away as I lay awake listlessly. I lost grasp of unconsciousness. And now I struggle to blank my mind of everyday tasks that surround me unforgivingly.
I adjusted the thermostat, thinking of bears hibernating. But the air does not seem to get cooler. What if I can just hibernate? And then, wake up when? I don't know. I don't know if I would want to wake up. Sleep has its perks, and dreams can be reimagined. Until my body feels the pain of extended sleep.
The last time I couldn't sleep, a nightmarish thought kept hounding me. I saw her kissed somebody else. It was a thoughtless kiss. But perhaps the thoughtlessness of it should have alarmed me more. Then perhaps, I would not be in my predicament.
A lot of perhaps. That dreams only make possible.
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